I just realized how long it’s been since I posted. Whoops! I didn’t mean to leave my blog for so long. It’s just that sometimes life sneaks up and takes over so much that when I’m on the computer, all I want to do is play mindless games. Nothing is wrong, I’ve just been busy with several projects.

I’m also very aware that Valentine’s is fast approaching and I’m making plans for our private celebration of our second year together. Has it really been two years since Dan and I began this journey? Love is tricky and spanko love is no exception. Sometimes I think it makes life easier though. Trust and honesty are a must and that flows over into every aspect of our life together. I love that part because it means I’m relaxed and fearless in this love of ours.

I know some people would never understand us. They think submission means being confined but for me it’s just the opposite. It’s freeing in ways I can’t completely explain. Knowing he cares for me and will protect me completely let’s me be free. It’s sort of like that test where you stand in front of someone and fall back, trusting them to catch you. I could do that with Dan and never hesitate a second. He’ll always catch me and I’ll never have to doubt that.

I can bare my heart and bottom to him without ever having to worry. He takes care of them both quite well, sometimes with much intensity, I might add. *grin*

There haven’t been any long spankings lately, just the short ones I get on a regular basis. I get spankings like some people get kisses. I get a few swats when we greet each other, when we say goodbye, when I walk in the room, when I leave the room, when I announce I’m taking a shower, when I get out of the shower, and just about every other chance we get.

You’d think that’d be enough, but no, I’m still in need of a nice, long spanking. Since Dan keeps saying I’m due one, I’m sure I’ll be telling all about it in the very near future. I like having spankings to look forward to, it makes me kinda silly though. I start thinking of ways to leave the toys I really like out and handy so they’ll get used. Not that it really matters, he knows, he always knows!